I WANT TO CHANGE MY LIFE
Whatever the reason, you can often find yourself at a point where you want to scream “Enough!” and start over, and you can't always do it alone, either psychologically or materially.
...I've been through thick and thin!
...tired... God, am I tired!
...to be or not to be?
...I've really tried everything!
...now what do I do?
...start over? From where? And where to?
...ok to leave: but where?
...should I stay here? To do what?
...they say hope is the last to die, but it seems to me that even that is dead!
...is it wrong to give up or to die in battle?
These are my recurring thoughts. So... you know what I'll do? I'll give it a try! I tell my life story, I say what I know how to do and what I would like to do, how I am and how I would like to be and, in this space so immense it seems deserted, I shout at the top of my lungs:
"Is there anyone who can give me a hand? I WANT TO CHANGE MY LIFE!"
(Who knows if only the echo will answer me, or not even that!)